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,,Luca był gejem" - 2. miejsce w San Remo
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Warto wczytać się w tekst piosenki, bo dokładnie pokazuje, jak tatuś i mamusia mogą wychować syna na geja.
"Luca Once Was Gay"
Povia
Intro:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man.
1st Verse:
Luca says: Before I talk about the change in my sexuality, let me make something clear: If I believe in God, I canâ??t depend on human beings for my answers. Human thought is divided on this issue, so I didnâ??t look to psychologists, psychiatrists, clergymen, or scientists. My search took me into my own past, and when I dug down deep, I found answers to my questions about myself.
My mother loved me. She loved me too much; her love became obsession. Under the weight of her beliefs, her attention, I felt myself suffocating.
My father was a man who didnâ??t make decisions. I could never talk to him because he was always at work, though I suspected the truth was a little different. In fact, when I was twelve, my mom told him she wanted a separation. I didnâ??t understand much, but my father said, â??Yeah, thatâ??s what we should do," and after that he started drinking.
My Mom never had a good word to say about my Dad. She used to tell me, â??Whatever you do, donâ??t get married."
She was jealous of my girlfriends; it felt so unhealthy. And I was more confused than ever about who I was.
Chorus:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man. (Repeat.)
2nd Verse:
Today Iâ??m a different man, but back then I needed answers. I was so ashamed, I did my looking in secret. There were people who told me, â??Itâ??s natural," but I studied Freud and he didnâ??t see it that way. I got through high school, still not knowing what happiness was. An older man made my heart race and thatâ??s when I realized I was homosexual.
With him, I didnâ??t hold anything back. He showered me with attention, and I thought it was love. Sure, I could be myself, but then the sex became a competition.
I felt like I was the guilty one. I figured theyâ??d catch him sooner or later, but I could make the truth disappear so he wouldnâ??t get in trouble.
I was looking for my father in all those men. I went with them because I didn't want to betray my mother.
Chorus:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man. (Repeat.)
Finale:
Luca says: I was with a man for four years. Sometimes there was love and sometimes only deception. We cheated on each other constantly.
I was still searching for my truth, for the kind of love that would last forever. Then one night I met her at a party. She was just there with a lot of other people. She didnâ??t have anything to do with what I was going through, but she listened, she laid me bare, she understood. All I remember is: the next day, I missed her.
So thatâ??s my storyâ??my personal story. Nothing to do with illness or recovery.
Dad, Iâ??ve forgiven you even though you left us for good.
Mom, I think about you all the time, and Iâ??ve never stopped caring. Sometimes I still see your face, but Iâ??m a father now, and my heart belongs to the only woman Iâ??ve ever truly loved.
Chorus:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man. (Repeat.)
Warto wczytać się w tekst piosenki, bo dokładnie pokazuje, jak tatuś i mamusia mogą wychować syna na geja.
"Luca Once Was Gay"
Povia
Intro:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man.
1st Verse:
Luca says: Before I talk about the change in my sexuality, let me make something clear: If I believe in God, I canâ??t depend on human beings for my answers. Human thought is divided on this issue, so I didnâ??t look to psychologists, psychiatrists, clergymen, or scientists. My search took me into my own past, and when I dug down deep, I found answers to my questions about myself.
My mother loved me. She loved me too much; her love became obsession. Under the weight of her beliefs, her attention, I felt myself suffocating.
My father was a man who didnâ??t make decisions. I could never talk to him because he was always at work, though I suspected the truth was a little different. In fact, when I was twelve, my mom told him she wanted a separation. I didnâ??t understand much, but my father said, â??Yeah, thatâ??s what we should do," and after that he started drinking.
My Mom never had a good word to say about my Dad. She used to tell me, â??Whatever you do, donâ??t get married."
She was jealous of my girlfriends; it felt so unhealthy. And I was more confused than ever about who I was.
Chorus:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man. (Repeat.)
2nd Verse:
Today Iâ??m a different man, but back then I needed answers. I was so ashamed, I did my looking in secret. There were people who told me, â??Itâ??s natural," but I studied Freud and he didnâ??t see it that way. I got through high school, still not knowing what happiness was. An older man made my heart race and thatâ??s when I realized I was homosexual.
With him, I didnâ??t hold anything back. He showered me with attention, and I thought it was love. Sure, I could be myself, but then the sex became a competition.
I felt like I was the guilty one. I figured theyâ??d catch him sooner or later, but I could make the truth disappear so he wouldnâ??t get in trouble.
I was looking for my father in all those men. I went with them because I didn't want to betray my mother.
Chorus:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man. (Repeat.)
Finale:
Luca says: I was with a man for four years. Sometimes there was love and sometimes only deception. We cheated on each other constantly.
I was still searching for my truth, for the kind of love that would last forever. Then one night I met her at a party. She was just there with a lot of other people. She didnâ??t have anything to do with what I was going through, but she listened, she laid me bare, she understood. All I remember is: the next day, I missed her.
So thatâ??s my storyâ??my personal story. Nothing to do with illness or recovery.
Dad, Iâ??ve forgiven you even though you left us for good.
Mom, I think about you all the time, and Iâ??ve never stopped caring. Sometimes I still see your face, but Iâ??m a father now, and my heart belongs to the only woman Iâ??ve ever truly loved.
Chorus:
Luca once was gay but heâ??s with her today. When Luca speaks, he holds his heart in his hand. Luca says: Today I am a different man. (Repeat.)
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Mój ojciec był człowiekiem, który nie podejmował decyzji. Nigdy nie mogłem z nim pogadać, bo zawsze był w pracy, choć podejrzewałem, że prawda była nieco inna. Istotnie, kiedy miałem dwanaście lat, matka powiedziała mu, że chce separacji. Wiele nie rozumiałem, ale ojciec odpowiedział: "Tak, to jest to, co powinniśmy zrobić", a potem zaczął pić.
Moja mama nigdy nie powiedziała o tacie dobrego słowa. Często mówiła mi: "Cokolwiek robisz, nigdy się nie żeń".
Była zazdrosna o moje dziewczyny, to było takie niezdrowe. A ja byłem bardziej niż kiedykolwiek zdezorientowany, kim jestem.
[Kiedy zdałem sobie sprawę z tego, że jestem gejem] szukałem w tych mężczyznach mojego ojca. Szedłem z nimi, bo nie chciałem zdradzić mojej matki.
Mamo, myślę o tobie cały czas i nigdy nie przestałem się o ciebie troszczyć. Czasem wciąż widzę twoją twarz, ale sam jestem teraz ojcem i moje serce należy do jedynej kobiety, jaką kiedykolwiek prawdziwie kochałem.
Nb. niedawno czytałem wywiad z panem Jacykowem, który chętnie podkreśla swoją skłonność do "kochania inaczej". Dzień pana Jacykowa zaczyna się o dziewiątej rano, kiedy mamusia budzi go i przynosi wodę z sokiem z cytryny. Bowiem ten czterdziestolatek pomieszkuje właśnie z mamusią, a z gachami spotyka się na mieście. Natomiast tatuś chyba od dawna już jest na innej orbicie, bo ostatnio pan Jacykow poznał swoją przyrodnią siostrę i bardzo się cieszył. Pasuje?
Ostry gość.
takie doświadczenie w tym wieku... brrrr... z koleżanka matki:sad: